After29 yrs of being with my husband we seperated i got a new bf 1 mth later now not everything i expected?

i still love my x but new one is so different just a little rough on the edges im 45 yrs old and really mixed up and how did i get so tangled up in this life . I dont think i will take the x back but i really care for him still, new bf is not quite as romantic or outgoing and now im getting email from guys i havent seen in 20 yrs wanted to get together ive got young guys wanting me what decision will i make to screw up my life this time